Music•Martina McBride-How Far
So lately I've been forcing myself to sleep a lot...I guess I think that if I sleep my troubles will leave. Yeah they're still here...and then I start to dream...those don't help at all. They make me think more and leave me more confused then I was in the first place. I gotta get outta here...I think too much when I'm at home.I confuse myself. I hate it how I can never express the way I REALLY feel. It's like I'm always so happy go lucky even when I'm hurting inside.The only time I really show when I'm sad is when I'm beyond being sad. Well..I mean when I'm really really sad I guess. So I'm annoyed w/my happy self...I wish I could show I truly felt...but whatever. This is me? lol I dunno.
I'm annoyed w/my back.It still hurts. Prolly cuz I've been sittin around..
The Olympics..hmm those shot put chicas are scary looking...I've been waiting for gymnastics to come on ..I love gymnastics. It seems everytime gymnastics is on I'm busy..Everytime I go to watch it it's over. blah. screw youuuuuu.
Tonight hanging out w/Lindsey Low :-) She's comin over..oh well stuck at home again but tomorrow we'll most likely go out or something...
Boys suck...well they just confuse me...blah. I better be nice..homecoming's coming around. lol. not really like a month plus..
mmk I'm done complaining..did a lot of that. Revised and edited this entry a bunch. I Dunno why.Just been feelin weird/crappy/blah.
<3 Sam <3
Tonight hanging out w/Lindsey Low :-) She's comin over..oh well stuck at home again but tomorrow we'll most likely go out or something...
Boys suck...well they just confuse me...blah. I better be nice..homecoming's coming around. lol. not really like a month plus..
mmk I'm done complaining..did a lot of that. Revised and edited this entry a bunch. I Dunno why.Just been feelin weird/crappy/blah.
<3 Sam <3