Music•Paul playing "The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot" on his guitar
Well I've been stuck at home since Friday. i hate staying home. it gets me all depressed and crap...another reason i was at home is cuz i was GROUNDED...yeah. GAY. for no good reason. for being on the phone late...and also i apparently talk to too many boys .seems like my mother thinks i'm a whore? who knows.i'm such a whore. i can't help it...*wink wink* fo sho. anyways.i was bout to cry when they said we didnt have school all week..that was only cuz i was grounded. since i'm ungrounded now due to the fact i did 4598 chores..i'm happy. lol i didnt do that many chores but cha know. it felt like it. i slept for 16 hours last nite. THANK YOU muscle relaxant. took at 3 hour nap today as well. my head is pounding tho. way too much sleep. well tomorrow i'm goin out fo sho. i dunno where or w/who but i am. well i'm gonna go do this thingy i took from Lynn :-)
I am: Sam((haha))
I know: more then i want to know at times
I have: wants...
I hate: liars
I don't: like wanting what i can't have
I can: be a fool
I will: do my best
I won't: be mean
I miss: so many people...
I fear: being alone
I feel: gloomy
I hear: Micky on the phone
I smell: pretty
I crave: brownie sundae
I wonder: who i'm hanging out w/tomorrow
I regret: not taking good care of my back
I love: pratically everyone
I dream: alot..last nite i dreamt about me being a cheerleader again..and lots of other things..
I care: too much sometimes
I am: naive
I am not: a liar
I believe: if i want something bad enough i can have it
I sing: all the time
I smile: even when i'm unhappy
I laugh: thinkin of embarrasing moments
I write: poems
I await: homecoming! ((lol))
I cook: bagel bites. lol
I trust: too easily
I intend: to be there for everyone
I look: older now for some reason
I shout: when i need someone's attention
I whisper: when i dont want to be heard
I dominate: when i'm confident
I listen: when there's something to be heard
I ignore: my mind when my heart tells me to go
I live: to learn from my mistakes
<3 Sammie <3