Saturday, September 18, 2004
Beach+Mall=Tiring but Fun
Mood•exhausted
Music• Drop It Like It's Hot (The Bigs Song!)
I haven't updated in awhile. I havent' been feeling talkative or really felt like expressing my feelings. For once.. I know. It's weird. I've been getting aggrevated super easy and stuff.So sorry if I was mean to any of you guys at some point in time. I think I have been to Ysabel. I feel bad. okay screw the caps thing. i can type so much better when i don't have to do that. sorry ysabel i love ya so much chica. i haven't really liked talking on the phone either..benny is like the only person i want to talk to on the phone lately ..and i dont even talk to him that long. yeah so i'm a weirdo..
spent the nite at sarah's last nite then went to the beach w/sarah, ashley, and kayla. it was fun. there was NO beach although it was all water.no sand. i tried to surf.the waves weren't that great. actually they sucked. there was a lot of ppl out where we were and no one got up either. so i didnt feel dumb. woo! lol . jellyfish stings hurt. i need to get rid of these tan lines for h/c. cuz i have a tube top dress and it'll look bad. blah i'll figure it out. so how about i used 500 minutes in a month? yeah wow. no more talky talky on my celly celly. well i can still. my mom wants to hold it when i'm at home but i can have it when i go out and stuff. psh that doesn't bother me really at all. so i was in trouble but ended up goin to the mall and she bought me things too. got a cute jacket and shirt from hollister and some things from victoria's secret. i <3 that store. i was tryin to find some rainbows, she was actually gonna buy me some! but they didn't have ANY of em in my size at all. GAY. talk about missin an oppurtunity..oh well. so i'm gonna go i'm soo---> tired.
i'm running for royalty. please vote for me! i'm running against 10 other ppl so far. i dunno who all will drop out..
yup sure had fun bolding things =)
<3 Sammie <3
Posted at 11:42 pm by lilosammie
Monday, September 13, 2004
Mood•content
Music• Beyonce-Dangerously in Love
This break from the hurricane has been alright. Absolutely nothing went on. Other then hanging out w/ Sarah, Ashley , and Kayla last nite. That was a lot of fun. I'm officially a Big now. woo hoo. lol. They're really fun I'm glad I'm becoming closer w/them. On our way to Ashley's house we went through this big puddle and we were goin pretty fast. Wow that was scary cuz her car was slowing down and she couldn't help it. We thought we were gonna have to push it. But she just restarted her car and it worked again. So it was all good. We didn't really do much last nite....just hung out at Ashleys.
I'm glad school's starting again. I miss it, mainly cuz of Homecoming and getting ready for it. haha.
Yeah nothing interesting is goin on in my life..prolly why I havent updated. But thats not always a bad thing..I'm not stressin out over anything at all. But then I have nothing to think about. Ehh..oh well.
<3 Sammie
Posted at 09:02 pm by lilosammie
Friday, September 10, 2004
Mood•thankful
Music•news about hurricane ivan
wow i havent been home in forever. it feels so GREAT to be home again. its been 4 or 5 days since i have been. i was at ysabel's then her cousins house. all we do is eat, watch movies, play boardgames/cards, and then sleep....wasnt too bad although. it was actually sorta fun in an odd sorta way..
never been so thankful to have power again. or to be home. or for my celly to work. its great.
i'm kinda worrying about homecoming. how its gonna turn out. but i'm not too worried cuz SGA is the shiat and we can do anything. lol...not really but cha know we'll get it done. everyone will be stressed til its over but it'll get done.
nothin really to say..nothing's been goin on. i hope everyone's safe!!
<3<3Much Love
Posted at 12:25 am by lilosammie
Friday, September 03, 2004
Mood• content
I guess I'm just gonna use this. It's so much better then my LJ. Untill I figure out how to make my LJ cool I'ma usin this. :-) I'm sure Steven appreciates it too. The game was fun the other day, it was pretty exciting that we won :-D Go Bulldogs!! I <3 football games. Stayed the nite at Sarah's..hung out w/Amanda and Gabe some.. I <3 Sarah. We're becoming better friends, well we were already good friends but yenno. I'm a nerd. Been reading Harry Potter, the latest one. I let her borrow The Notebook, we traded. I need to go book shopping or get a library card. Yeah nothin too interesting goin on in my life..later kiddos :-)
Screw the hurricane..I think I'm staying at the hospital..
<3 Sammie
Posted at 01:29 pm by lilosammie
Sunday, August 29, 2004
Mood• cheerful
Music•Hilary Duff-Fly
Yesterday I claimed I wasn't gonna do anything..but Benny and Jansen ended up coming over for like an hourish? I dunno something like that. It was fun hanging out w/them..
Today I awoke to a call from Sarah askin me to go to the beach w/her. So of course I went. It was so---> much fun. It's been awhile since I've had that much fun. We met up w/Amanda H and Ashley P. We had fun messin w/some of the ppl. Omg Ashley's so funny. We were just kidding and didn't think she would actually do it but we told her to go and tackle one of the guys playing football who we defiantely didn't know. She actually did it, it was so funny! haha I love her she's too crazy. Sarah was so cute she made me and her a lunch and everything. Thanks for everything today Sarah :-) Just got home maybe less than a half hour ago. I don't think I want to go in the sun much more..I'm getting too dark.... = ( but I <3 the beach...I'm hungry...I'm gonna go eat.
I can't decide between this and my LJ...someone help me decide or something..
<3 Sammie
Posted at 05:21 pm by lilosammie
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Mood•content
Music•Kayne West-Jesus Walks
Life is Good.
Friendships Mended.
Met a Cute Boy. ;-)
Homecoming is gonna be the SHIAT and the Juniors will kick ass.
I'm at my 2nd home.
All is right in the world. :-)
<3 Much Love!
-:-Sammie-:-
Posted at 03:59 pm by lilosammie
Saturday, August 21, 2004
Why do I HAVE to have a title?
Mood•determined
Music•Taking Back Sunday-A Decade Under The Influence
i hate having to have a title. sometimes i can't think up one for my entry. last nite casey picked me up and we hung out w/skotty and jeremy. it was fun..didn't do much. watched tv. lol. oh yeah and watched 13 goin on 30. casey thought me up a solution . i like her solution...i think it'll work. well i'm determined to make it work. thanks for the idea casey! i love her..shes awesome.determined to hang out w/sarah f toinight. it's been awhile since i have. i'll be devestated if i cant.haha. i'm so tired but i can't sleep. grr to that. oh well. i always forget what i want to say in here..the reason i was updating in the first place. blah. whatever..
<3 Sammie
Posted at 03:53 pm by lilosammie
Friday, August 20, 2004
Mood•emo..is that a mood?
Music•Hoobastank-Same Direction
Linds came over on Wednesday. That was fun. It's been too long since I hung out w/her last.Went downtown Thursday w/her. Woah stayed there forever! I don't think I've stayed that long there before. They have the coolest shops..hadn't been in a lot of em. Ate at Boston Coffee...best coffee ever.Made our hair appointments for homecoming already. haha. At least we're prepared ;-) . Walked to Benny's house...saw him and Joey for like 2 seconds. I love them. Thanks for the cd :-)
Came home did yardwork.Oh Joy. But I saw Kill Bill vol. 2. Well and the first if I havent' mentioned that. Those were good movies! I liked them..which is weird cuz they're kinda gory. I hate gory movies.
I hate rumors. Everyone always seems to not hear what I'm REALLY saying and make up something that I said. blah . IF your dumb enough to believe it then..not my dealio. It's really starting to bug me..and a lot of the time it happens w/the same person...weird.
Some ppl don't get me. Well they misunderstand me. And themselves really. It doesn't make ANY sense...I'm prolly not making any sense..oh well.
I hate boys...
I'm over being pissed about it. I just don't care anymore. I give up.
<3 Sam
Posted at 12:50 pm by lilosammie
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
Mood•annoyed
Music•Martina McBride-How Far
So lately I've been forcing myself to sleep a lot...I guess I think that if I sleep my troubles will leave. Yeah they're still here...and then I start to dream...those don't help at all. They make me think more and leave me more confused then I was in the first place. I gotta get outta here...I think too much when I'm at home.I confuse myself. I hate it how I can never express the way I REALLY feel. It's like I'm always so happy go lucky even when I'm hurting inside.The only time I really show when I'm sad is when I'm beyond being sad. Well..I mean when I'm really really sad I guess. So I'm annoyed w/my happy self...I wish I could show I truly felt...but whatever. This is me? lol I dunno.
I'm annoyed w/my back.It still hurts. Prolly cuz I've been sittin around..
The Olympics..hmm those shot put chicas are scary looking...I've been waiting for gymnastics to come on ..I love gymnastics. It seems everytime gymnastics is on I'm busy..Everytime I go to watch it it's over. blah. screw youuuuuu.
Tonight hanging out w/Lindsey Low :-) She's comin over..oh well stuck at home again but tomorrow we'll most likely go out or something...
Boys suck...well they just confuse me...blah. I better be nice..homecoming's coming around. lol. not really like a month plus..
mmk I'm done complaining..did a lot of that. Revised and edited this entry a bunch. I Dunno why.Just been feelin weird/crappy/blah.
<3 Sam <3
Posted at 01:51 pm by lilosammie
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
Mood•blaHHHHHH
Music•Paul playing "The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot" on his guitar
Well I've been stuck at home since Friday. i hate staying home. it gets me all depressed and crap...another reason i was at home is cuz i was GROUNDED...yeah. GAY. for no good reason. for being on the phone late...and also i apparently talk to too many boys .seems like my mother thinks i'm a whore? who knows.i'm such a whore. i can't help it...*wink wink* fo sho. anyways.i was bout to cry when they said we didnt have school all week..that was only cuz i was grounded. since i'm ungrounded now due to the fact i did 4598 chores..i'm happy. lol i didnt do that many chores but cha know. it felt like it. i slept for 16 hours last nite. THANK YOU muscle relaxant. took at 3 hour nap today as well. my head is pounding tho. way too much sleep. well tomorrow i'm goin out fo sho. i dunno where or w/who but i am. well i'm gonna go do this thingy i took from Lynn :-)
I am: Sam((haha))
I know: more then i want to know at times
I have: wants...
I hate: liars
I don't: like wanting what i can't have
I can: be a fool
I will: do my best
I won't: be mean
I miss: so many people...
I fear: being alone
I feel: gloomy
I hear: Micky on the phone
I smell: pretty
I crave: brownie sundae
I wonder: who i'm hanging out w/tomorrow
I regret: not taking good care of my back
I love: pratically everyone
I dream: alot..last nite i dreamt about me being a cheerleader again..and lots of other things..
I care: too much sometimes
I am: naive
I am not: a liar
I believe: if i want something bad enough i can have it
I sing: all the time
I smile: even when i'm unhappy
I laugh: thinkin of embarrasing moments
I write: poems
I await: homecoming! ((lol))
I cook: bagel bites. lol
I trust: too easily
I intend: to be there for everyone
I look: older now for some reason
I shout: when i need someone's attention
I whisper: when i dont want to be heard
I dominate: when i'm confident
I listen: when there's something to be heard
I ignore: my mind when my heart tells me to go
I live: to learn from my mistakes
<3 Sammie <3
Posted at 07:52 pm by lilosammie
